this week i was kept on thinking my dear always..until this feeling had carried out into my dream.. i dreamed that i was went out with him..eating dessert under a big umbrella..hmm...perhaps i miss him a lot...at night before sleep..i look at calender.....counting the days for him to sign off after 6 months of sailing.. i wonder after 6 months of sailing around September,..can i meet him??... i can't even barely to look at his picture anymore..it keep me feeling missing him so muchhhhhhh.....
when i miss him so much..i pray to god that hoping this feeling should be channel more to Allah S.w.T...and let Allah knows what is the best as Allah knows better from me knowing myself...
yet i knew, that after sailing..he will perfom his HAJ with his beloved mom...ehmm around October..wish that i can sent him and his mother at KLIA mayb...owhh....i hope that he will remember 2 praise some good "DOA" from Allah S.W.T for this relationship to get stronger and ends up with good....Insyallah....Amin....
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